well
yest and todae are test test test
but i sleep at 8pm everydae coz i am exhausted by all the extra lesson
i need a very clear mind for exam de lorx...
haiz... dono wad to sae other than i muz study now
i noe tt my theory is always to enjoy now and worried abt future later
but y my future like so near to me
i will be taking A's in a yr and time
U in less than two yrs time
if i nv do well for A's den i cannot get into
either busniess or science
die lahz.... i now muz study le lorx
and i muz learn my music... muahaha....
losta thing await for me but i will still be ME
becoz nth is goin to beat me down
i've went through my darkest and most upset days le
i've learn to cope with things tt is not within my control le
so i will control wadever i can and leave the rest for my lady luck
hope tt my deepest fear will not happen so fast
and wad i work for will me reap!!!!

cya on thurs in nh!!!!

thinking of u at
9:58 pm